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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Busy, busy, busy. The first chapter of my dissertation is almost done. It is currently on its second round with the subject expert. I sincerely hope that this is the last round and that it is ok so I can move on. I want to finish by Christmas this year. I really can’t afford for…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.My last post should have come with a trigger warning. I was going to add it, but for some reason, I am unable to edit my posts today. I was trying to work out my feelings and reasoning about some of my issues. Not surprising, several have their origins in my relationship with Curt. Over…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.It started when I was living with Curt. He was extremely physically, sexually, emotionally, and verbally abusive. It didn’t start out that way. In the beginning, he was sweet and understanding. His temper rarely showed. I thought I was lucky: He knew about my ex, Bobby. He knew about the cheating (and eventual announcement that…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Looking forward to a new year is almost always filled with hope for a new and better future. Resolutions and promises are made, plans are plotted out to ‘make this year the best year ever!’ And yet…. And yet. Something happens and people give up on their hopes for a better, more prosperous new year.…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.“When it rains, it pours” Well, duh. Living in Western Oregon has some distinct advantages. 5. We bought at a good time. In fact, we signed our paperwork on the 29th of December and started moving in on the 30th. We could not get out of our apartment fast enough! We lived in an apartment…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Ah, the holiday season. When parents everywhere, especially moms, find panic and expectation wherever they look. You know what I mean: the moms haunting the malls and the big chain stores, looking for that perfect present at first. Then a present that will do, and finally a present found in desperation that might be on…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.I am freaking exhausted! Can’t sleep. Weird reasons. Such as: I sleep with a pillow under my knees (back issues) and for some unknown reason, the back of my knees (is there even a name for that body part?) feels like the skin is being scratched off. It feels like my pillowcase is made of…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.‘Officially ‘ started my dissertation- hello to no real life for at least a year. Mom’s birthday was yesterday. She would have been 91. She’s been gone since Thanksgiving 2020, and it has been 6+ years since I last saw her. Not my choice, my rotten siblings. Another story for another day. Yesterday was hard,…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.It amazes me how fast time is moving now. It really seems like it was just a few days ago that it was New Years Eve, or the day we moved into our house (Which, for the record was Dec. 31st 2019). I mean, I have heard people say that time moves faster the older…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Just a couple of secrets I have held on to for a long time and how I feel about them, I guess. When I was pregnant with my eldest, the daughter, she was way late. I mean three weeks late. I know that my math is correct on that, mainly because I thought she was…