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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.February 2012 And then there was sex… I seem to be a magnet for ‘first timers’ or virgins if you prefer. Lee, Curt and Steve were all virgins when we met. Lee and I learned together. Then Bob taught me wonderful things and I taught Curt and Steve. Curt perverted it with violence and anger. Steve…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.January 2012 Husband #1 Steven B. Husband number 1. Biologic father of 2 of my kids. Musician. Idiot extraordinaire. We married young, I was 20 and he was 19. We were married for almost exactly 13 years. Through good times, bad times and worse times. Five affairs, that I know of ending with the final…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.The very end of December 2011 The New Year to come… I have a question about this time of year… Why is it that we choose to spend the beginning of a perfectly good year obsessing about all of our flaws and insecurities? Why is this encouraged to rabidly by Magazine, retailers and TV? Not to…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.December 2011 Baby steps are often backwards… Ok, so I stated I was moving on. Well, moving on doesn’t always mean going forward. Especially in my case, it often seems to mean going backwards. Or sideways. Anyways… I am thinking about Curt, again today. Or possibly I should say still thinking about. See, I thought…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Still November or December 2011 Moving right along So, continuing on with my saga… I started college all the way across the state. Studying music, like I had always planned to. Living in an apartment with my closest friends (and the other one, stupid bitch) and finding out what it is like to be young and…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.I believe I am still somewhere in the last two months of 2011. For Profit Social Work So, I think that it has pretty much been established that I am a Social Worker. I work for a For.Profit, unlike most SWs. Our company, For.Profit, expects each of its individual programs to make a profit of a…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.For Profit Social Work So, I think that it has pretty much been established that I am a Social Worker. I work for a For.Profit, unlike most SWs. Our company, For.Profit, expects each of its individual programs to make a profit of a minimum 4% each and every month. However, we are also a Social.Services.Organization. I believe…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Why I couldn’t leave Did I mention that Curt was a musician? A drummer to be exact. Did he have talent? Frankly, yes. He played with a band in town as both their drummer and one of the lead singers. My sister idolized him. Thus a large part of my problem. Lil sis is three years…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Don’t judge unless you’ve been there Warning: As I have stated this is my way of working out my feelings about past issues. It is my therapy per say, and therefore anything said in here is honest and I don’t give a rats patutie if you agree with my assessment of the situation or not. I…
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Some things might be better kept in the dark…. Some people might prefer that secrets stay there…
However, this is not about them….
This is about me.
If you see yourself among the pages and are offended by what I wrote, know that I don’t care; this is my life, and how I feel about things and how I feel it was lived.
Please don’t take or publish from this blog. It is mine and pertains to my life.
Feel free to read or share the link with others.
But remember this; this life belongs to me.Number 16, or when my life totally went to Hell. 16 was Curt J. One of very few people who I wish I had never met, nor known was on the planet. This is the first time that my life and relationships truly took a sadistic turn. This is still a period in my life that I almost…