life

  • The second wave of destruction

    He came begging me to not send the letter(s). Did I not realize what would happen to him if I did? His career would be over! Yeah, well, I was over a lot at that point. But, and here it is folks…. “If I end up with a dishonorable discharge and end up in the

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  • Where I left off… Kicked him out, he moved in with her, and things got messy(er). So, kicked him out and told him to get his shit together before he came back. Spoiler. He didn’t, get his shit together that is. Now the way I found out that he had moved in with the whore

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  • My ex-mother in law

    July…. 2012 or 2013 My ex mother in-law is currently dying. She has been sick for a while, but has taken a turn for a the worse lately.  My daughter stayed with her Auntie for two weeks helping to take care of her grandmother. She did very well holding it together despite that side of the family

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  • Rant about social services

    April 2012 I. Hate. My. Job. It’s a freaking train. Or A train wreck. I’m not really sure. It has been an extremely stressful last couple of days. I love working with kids and yet there are days when I really hate it! Especially when the kids in question not only don’t want your help but

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  • Husband #1

    January 2012 Husband #1 Steven B. Husband number 1. Biologic father of 2 of my kids. Musician. Idiot extraordinaire. We married young, I was 20 and he was 19. We were married for almost exactly 13 years. Through good times, bad times and worse times. Five affairs, that I know of ending with the final

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  • July 2011

    The hoarder house Point taken… So, I just slept for 16 hours straight. No, really, I did! Of course this is after being up for 36 hours and sleeping little the days before that. I just am not sleeping well. I go through periods like this where sleep is elusive. Why? Well, this resent bought

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  • May 2011

    Archive for May, 2011 How I spent my mothers day. Today is mothers day. I, myself have 5 children. However, I did not spend any of today with my own kids. Nope. None. Nada. Zip. Zero. Zilch. Why, you might ask. I spent today with other people’s children. Yep. Seriously. I spent today with three different foster

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