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  • A quick interlude

    February 2012 And then there was sex… I seem to be a magnet for ‘first timers’ or virgins if you prefer. Lee, Curt and Steve were all virgins when we met. Lee and I learned together. Then Bob taught me wonderful things and I taught Curt and Steve. Curt perverted it with violence and anger. Steve

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  • Moving on to the first husband

    Still November or December 2011 Moving right along So, continuing on with my saga… I started college all the way across the state. Studying music, like I had always planned to. Living in an apartment with my closest friends (and the other one, stupid bitch) and finding out what it is like to be young and

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  • Still moving through hell

    Don’t judge unless you’ve been there Warning: As I have stated this is my way of working out my feelings about past issues. It is my therapy per say, and therefore anything said in here is honest and I don’t give a rats patutie if you agree with my assessment of the situation or not. I

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  • Bobby (15) continued

    Number 15 Cont. Unlike the last two guys that I dated, Bobby had no problems moving the physical side of our relationship along. With in a couple of weeks he asked if I was a virgin. I told him technically no, but the guy I had been with was a virgin too and since neither

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  • Number 15

    Number 15 (or Why my parents thought I had lost my mind) 15.) Bob S. I met Bobby while out with some friends on New Years Eve. We went dancing at the only under 21 club in the area. He asked me to dance and we eventually started talking. He had a friend that started talking with

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