relationships

  • It started when I was living with Curt. He was extremely physically, sexually, emotionally, and verbally abusive. It didn’t start out that way. In the beginning, he was sweet and understanding. His temper rarely showed. I thought I was lucky: He knew about my ex, Bobby. He knew about the cheating (and eventual announcement that

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  • A Pallet Cleanser

    Now, I take no credit for the following, but I think it states, in words, what a lot of people feel, but don’t necessarily know how to put into words. “I don’t think that any of us planned for the things we’ve had to go through. Maybe that’s the whole point of living in the

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  • Interlude between one and two

    I started talking to guys in the PNW. I knew as soon as I could pack up the kids and get the Hell out of OK, I was going to. No reason not to. The ex hadn’t bothered to see the kids but a handful of times in months, despite having to basically pass our

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  • Ft. Sill, OK is not ok

    June 2016 Ft. Sill and the Whore So, we went to Ft. Sill, Oklahoma. What a lovely, hot, snake filled place. The snakes were not only slithered on the ground, but also walked on two legs, and in uniforms. We bought a house when we first got there. We figured that like Ft. Lewis, we would

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  • October 2011

    Archive for October, 2011 What do you do when…. What do you do when you start dreaming about having sex with your ex? What if the dream doesn’t focus on one ex, but moves through all of them? What if you then wake up so turned on and aroused that you really feel the need to wake

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