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  • Still moving through hell

    Don’t judge unless you’ve been there Warning: As I have stated this is my way of working out my feelings about past issues. It is my therapy per say, and therefore anything said in here is honest and I don’t give a rats patutie if you agree with my assessment of the situation or not. I

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  • Number 16, or when my life totally went to Hell. 16 was Curt J. One of very few people who I wish I had never met, nor known was on the planet. This is the first time that my life and relationships truly took a sadistic turn. This is still a period in my life that I almost

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  • Bobby (15) continued

    Number 15 Cont. Unlike the last two guys that I dated, Bobby had no problems moving the physical side of our relationship along. With in a couple of weeks he asked if I was a virgin. I told him technically no, but the guy I had been with was a virgin too and since neither

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  • A small break from 15

    Veterans Day (Nov. 2011) I am going off on a tangent now. You’re shocked I know! So unlike me. Whatever. My pop was a navy man. He served during the Korean war. He would sometimes tell stories about being on the ship in a storm. I think his favorite one was getting his wisdom teeth

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  • Number 15

    Number 15 (or Why my parents thought I had lost my mind) 15.) Bob S. I met Bobby while out with some friends on New Years Eve. We went dancing at the only under 21 club in the area. He asked me to dance and we eventually started talking. He had a friend that started talking with

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  • Moving on from 12…

    *Note: I can see that I am still in 2011, near the end of the year Numbers 13, 14 and beginning of 15 I debated leaving out number 13, we only dated a couple of times and he lost interest when he figured out that I wasn’t interested in sleeping with him for a rum and

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  • 12 and counting…. Number 12. Now he was special! 12.) Lee J. We met one night when I was out with a couple of my friends. One was meeting her boyfriend. The other and I, well we were yelling at cars as they went by on ‘the strip’. A truck full of really cute guys

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  • Continuing with the exes…

    *Note: Still in either 2011 or 2012. I think At number 11… So I left off with number 11 on my list. Why? this is where things start to get a little more… complicated. 11.) James C. I was a junior in high school. He was a transfer student. He was cute and he had

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  • Bur first I give you numbers 0ne thru 10 Working it all out. I jump around a lot here. But then again it is my world and I can do what I want. So there. Too. Also. As a therapist I help people work through their problem, but I haven’t been able to work through my

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  • October 2011

    Archive for October, 2011 What do you do when…. What do you do when you start dreaming about having sex with your ex? What if the dream doesn’t focus on one ex, but moves through all of them? What if you then wake up so turned on and aroused that you really feel the need to wake

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