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July 2012 When you’re going through Hell… When you’re going through Hell what gives one the strength to keep on going and another on the strength to say enough and stop? Is one really a strength and the other a weakness, if so, which one is which? How do you know that you are the stronger…
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June 2012 Leaving the For.Profit So, I am getting ready to finally quit my job at the For.Profit. I simply can’t take any more of the hypocrisy. I don’t believe in what we do what we do or what we stand for any more. I can’t. When I started I thought that we were supposed…
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June 2012 Amazingly enough…. Things have not gotten better! Nope not one little bit. As a matter of fact, they have gotten worse. A month ago, the bosses boss came down and blamed my best friend for all of the issues that have been going on in the office and gave her two weeks to get…
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April 2012 I. Hate. My. Job. It’s a freaking train. Or A train wreck. I’m not really sure. It has been an extremely stressful last couple of days. I love working with kids and yet there are days when I really hate it! Especially when the kids in question not only don’t want your help but…
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March 2012 Conflict resolution? So it has been almost three weeks since our conflict resolution meeting at For.Profit. Has anything changed? Well… We have moved our offices into a new building where we all have our own offices. Finally! An office of my own with a door I too can slam! calmly shut out the other people screaming office…
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February 2011 Conflict resolution and other bullshit So the For.Profit that I work for has had issues lately with our interoffice communication skills. In other words, an office of 5 strong women are having differences of opinion and butting heads. If this was an office of men, we would probably all go out drinking, get drunk…
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February 2012 And then there was sex… I seem to be a magnet for ‘first timers’ or virgins if you prefer. Lee, Curt and Steve were all virgins when we met. Lee and I learned together. Then Bob taught me wonderful things and I taught Curt and Steve. Curt perverted it with violence and anger. Steve…
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January 2012 Husband #1 Steven B. Husband number 1. Biologic father of 2 of my kids. Musician. Idiot extraordinaire. We married young, I was 20 and he was 19. We were married for almost exactly 13 years. Through good times, bad times and worse times. Five affairs, that I know of ending with the final…
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The very end of December 2011 The New Year to come… I have a question about this time of year… Why is it that we choose to spend the beginning of a perfectly good year obsessing about all of our flaws and insecurities? Why is this encouraged to rabidly by Magazine, retailers and TV? Not to…
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December 2011 Baby steps are often backwards… Ok, so I stated I was moving on. Well, moving on doesn’t always mean going forward. Especially in my case, it often seems to mean going backwards. Or sideways. Anyways… I am thinking about Curt, again today. Or possibly I should say still thinking about. See, I thought…
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