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January 2012 Husband #1 Steven B. Husband number 1. Biologic father of 2 of my kids. Musician. Idiot extraordinaire. We married young, I was 20 and he was 19. We were married for almost exactly 13 years. Through good times, bad times and worse times. Five affairs, that I know of ending with the final…
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The very end of December 2011 The New Year to come… I have a question about this time of year… Why is it that we choose to spend the beginning of a perfectly good year obsessing about all of our flaws and insecurities? Why is this encouraged to rabidly by Magazine, retailers and TV? Not to…
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December 2011 Baby steps are often backwards… Ok, so I stated I was moving on. Well, moving on doesn’t always mean going forward. Especially in my case, it often seems to mean going backwards. Or sideways. Anyways… I am thinking about Curt, again today. Or possibly I should say still thinking about. See, I thought…
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Still November or December 2011 Moving right along So, continuing on with my saga… I started college all the way across the state. Studying music, like I had always planned to. Living in an apartment with my closest friends (and the other one, stupid bitch) and finding out what it is like to be young and…
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I believe I am still somewhere in the last two months of 2011. For Profit Social Work So, I think that it has pretty much been established that I am a Social Worker. I work for a For.Profit, unlike most SWs. Our company, For.Profit, expects each of its individual programs to make a profit of a…
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For Profit Social Work So, I think that it has pretty much been established that I am a Social Worker. I work for a For.Profit, unlike most SWs. Our company, For.Profit, expects each of its individual programs to make a profit of a minimum 4% each and every month. However, we are also a Social.Services.Organization. I believe…
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Why I couldn’t leave Did I mention that Curt was a musician? A drummer to be exact. Did he have talent? Frankly, yes. He played with a band in town as both their drummer and one of the lead singers. My sister idolized him. Thus a large part of my problem. Lil sis is three years…
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Don’t judge unless you’ve been there Warning: As I have stated this is my way of working out my feelings about past issues. It is my therapy per say, and therefore anything said in here is honest and I don’t give a rats patutie if you agree with my assessment of the situation or not. I…
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Number 16, or when my life totally went to Hell. 16 was Curt J. One of very few people who I wish I had never met, nor known was on the planet. This is the first time that my life and relationships truly took a sadistic turn. This is still a period in my life that I almost…
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Number 15 Cont. Unlike the last two guys that I dated, Bobby had no problems moving the physical side of our relationship along. With in a couple of weeks he asked if I was a virgin. I told him technically no, but the guy I had been with was a virgin too and since neither…
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